Please read our terms of use before using the website and communicating in interactive areas. It is something I wanted to share with the world, but words don't do it justice. It was utterly amazing but also likely just what I have to believe it is - just an amazing substance, no matter how eye opening it was. felt so real, as if I was shown the truth. I want to believe that that was what is really out there waiting. Things so miniscule in comparison, we should focus more on caring for each other and enjoying the people in our lives. We worry about so much that seems to not be worth the energy: material things, arguments, etc. I thanked the cosmos for allowing me to see that, and felt loved.
I was alive and felt gratitude for life, the universe, the experience. I then realized that I had broken through. My vision started to return and I could faintly make out the room around me. I just felt like I had a shell of knees, then hands, feet touching the floor, breath in my lungs. I started to know that I had legs but could not see them. I realized I had broken throughĪfter some time (how long I'm not sure, time felt funny to think about), years, hours, days? I had no idea. I had no body for most of it - I was energy and I was a part of everything. I would have stayed forever if I could have. I was there for an eternity, maybe, and I was happy to be there. Colored chrome designs of amazing detail: mostly sky blues, silvers, light greens, and light purples, but always changing. Shapes that I could never make up normally - everything was so intricate and fluid. Non-direct visions of them were all I could see. I wanted to remember and draw them, but I was not able to focus on them when I tried they would be blurry. I could see them until I tried to look directly at them to study them. Symbols lined much of the support structure. I was looking at the gears the mechanics behind all that is… it was timeless and omnipresent. I knew that it was the universe - all of the cosmos - but the veil was removed and I could see it for what it was. It radiated power a being that had no face, no individual defining shape. I felt this overwhelming presence, as if I was staring in the face of an enormous ancient dragon. I came face to face with the mechanics of the universe It was like being inside of a giant dodecahedron of sorts. There were multiple intersecting plains with unimaginable detail of shapes, all churning against each other in a counter-clockwise motion. I could feel my glasses on my face and reached up to pluck off the article that was restraining me from my new form, and I was free. There was no limit to the walls it was like floating in space but with no stars. I found myself in this vast room that was no room. I knew I had no choice in the matter, so I embraced it without fear, but warm welcome. "No - it wasn't supposed to be this time," I thought to myself. At that moment I understood what it was, the chrysanthemum. I was flying towards the center of this magnificent flower shape. They were staggered and layered, slowly and gracefully spinning as I drew nearer. Petals were forming, the only sweeping, rounded forms I have ever seen on DMT. I flew toward to center of a magnificent flower shape I started seeing an orange glow behind the patterns that was taking on a shape I hadn't seen before. I couldn't tell you now which way they were. Vibrant geometric spiralling patterns like I had seen before, but this time it didn't matter if my eyes were open or closed. I knew it was going to be a ride, but then I was gone. I sat back and felt the initial blast off the tingling of my face and neck, my heart racing… and then the visuals started.Īll turned to pixels then total blur… waves of intensity. Slowly, trying to get the most out of it in one go.
#Dmt hallucination plus#
I knew it was going to be a ride…ģ0mgs, plus what had been collecting on the internal neck of the GVG from several sessions. That's what I was after - but that's not what I got. "It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!" it's so beautiful!!", I would say several times. Looking through a space where the air was not so see through but iridescent liquid, the pixelated salt lamp in front of me appeared to be on fire! I could feel the heat as if it were the sun on a warm summer day at the beach… fading and then returning. Colorful translucent chromatic living shapes that do not have names… open eyes show life in the room to be similar but so different, from a nearly fish-eyed perspective of beautiful blissful colors. Euphoria, vibrant colors stretched in multiple x,y,z plains, all intersecting each other in one place and others at the same time. 30mgs: it was supposed to be a recap of the last time.
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